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My future is filed with more questions then answers. As i don’t really know what i want to do now let alone what i want to do when i’m in my 20s or 30s. Like what degree am i going to get or what job am i going to have? It’s just a lot to take in all at once, not only that but it getting closer and closer everyday. And its just something i don’t think about but when i do i just get more confused then confident with my future. It’s because it just don’t now what i want to do. Like why am i going to college, what major am i going to study? Or am i going to even have money after high school, do i have to get a job while also being in college. There just so many question and , its just making me even more confused of my future. First thing first is if i’m going to figure out my future i have go through the simple stuff like. If i’m going to college, if so what type as well as what am i going to study and do. It sound like a lot but, so is life you have to go with the flow.  

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College:

So do i want to go to college? The answer is yes i do want to college to better my learning  and understanding. As it would make me the first person in my family to ever go to college. So that would be amazing to know that i would be the first to go to college. Saying that i want to go to college is amazing an all, but what college will i attended? Well to answer that i would have to figure out what i want to do. Like what i want to do for the rest of my life. Right now i would have to say doing computer engineering is what i want to do . So a college i should be looking for i one that has computer engineering program. so that i’m able to learn more about computer engineering. Not only that but, also get experience in computer engineering.

An example of a college that has computer engineering is the city college of New York. I would like to go to this college or even consider it a choice to go to. As they have programs that i found interesting and, would excite me. Like computer engineering,Music, economics and many others. Not only that but there college looks so good and nice. I have seen photos of ii and i would love to stay there. These are the thing that i have to start doing to prepare for what ever college i’m going to. I have to do research to figure out which college is for me. Like which one is close by and which ones are farther away. All does things have to come to mind when picking a college. Its really stressful to decide which college to pick. But i know that i will pick one that is best for me as i’m the one who choices what college i want to go to.  

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Future Jobs:

Ok so i figure out what i’m going to be studying in college in the future. So what job am i going to get in the future? Well hopefully if everything goes right i will be a computer engineer. Not everything will go right but, i know that i will follow my goal and archive my dream. But what company will i be working for or hoping to work for. Well to start off i would probably work for small company or local company’s near New York. So i can build up my resume so that when i’m applying for bigger company’s. They well see the work i did for does other company and be impressed. And know that i’m going to be productive and a hard worker. But that does not really answer what company’s i want to work at or with.

To be honest I don’t know, i would want to work for a big company. A small company would be just fines with me. I’m not picky with any company that want to higher me . I know that i’m going to do my work regardless of what company i’m going to work for. That being said my dream company i would want to work for. Would have to be apple, as i would want to know what goes into making an iPhone. Like the parts use for the screen and cameras. As well as was type of coding goes into making a phone. All of that would be amazing to know and learn from apple. But like i said before i’m not really that big on working in multi million company just yet.

My future will and will always be a mystery to me. Not because i don’t know what career path i want to choice. Or what college i want to attend . It’s because i can’t predict the future or know what exactly going to happen in the future. Things change everyday that can affect my future and i have no control over that. But what i do have control over is my decisions, my work ethic, my planing. All of does things i have control over. And with that i can shape my future to be alien with what i want to do. it’s not a guarantee that i’m going to be working at apple making code. There can be factors that can get in away of that . What i’m saying is that you can’t fully predict that in the future your going to be this or do this. As things can happen that can mess all that up. What i’m saying is to think small like what college you want to go to  and what major you want to study. Then from there you can think about your career and other stuff. But you can’t think big and expect all of it top work out. Sometimes you have to think small, like i did. I did not know what i wanted to do or what college i wanted to go to. But as i took it step by step i slowly figure out the colleges i wanted to go to . And the career i wanted to pursue. All it take it taking your time and going step by step, in order to plan for your future.

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